Adrian Edmondson: 'Rik Mayall and I were in love with each other’

Adrian Edmondson has revealed he wishes he and fellow comedy legend Rik Mayall, who died after a heart attack in 2014, had been more open with each other about the depth of their relationship.

Though they were “reticent” with each other in everyday life, the pair – best known for their partnerships in sitcoms The Young Ones and Bottom – expressed their mutual affection through their work. 

“I think Rik and I were in love with each other in a platonic way,” he said in an interview for The Big Issue’s Letter to My Younger Self. “The characters we played were always extensions of who we were and we loved those extensions too. I used to write a lot of his characters, and he wrote a lot of my characters. That’s a kind of symbol of love, isn’t it? It’s a way of showing affection.”

Edmondson said he regrets that he and Mayall were not open with each other about their emotional closeness. The two met when they were drama students at Manchester University in the late ’70s, and worked together as members of The Comic Strip (along with Jennifer Saunders, Dawn French & Nigel Planer), and then in sitcoms The Young Ones, Filthy Rich & Catflap, and Bottom. 

But despite the decades of successful partnership, Adrian Edmondson says they “never really showed much affection to each other”.

“One thing I would tell my younger self is to not be afraid of affection,” he added. “[Mayall and I] were always rather reticent with each other,  so we expressed our feelings through writing each other’s characters to express more love of each other.”

After the two stopped working together in the early 2000s, Edmondson took on a number of serious acting roles, including in Star Wars: The Last Jedi, Eastenders, the BBC adaptation of Tolstoy’s War and Peace, and the Royal Shakespeare Company’s Twelfth Night. Mayall also did solo work, including playing Alan B’Stard in The New Statesman, but Edmondson says Mayall was always keen to resurrect their comedy partnership.

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“Rik did a few things on his own but I don’t think he enjoyed it,” he said. “I think he needed to be in a partnership with someone to make it work. There’s a film of Morecambe and Wise at the Fairfield Halls in Croydon and there’s a bit where Eric does 10 minutes on his own and it just doesn’t work. Yet he’s one of the funniest people in the world. Same with Laurel and Hardy, you never see them on their own. It’s part of the fun, having this counterpoint. 

“It was a regret that Rik became more dependent on me as I became less dependent on him. There was no malice from me, it was just a reflection of the fact that I thought we’d peaked and it seemed mad to continue. And I was a bit bored and wanted to do other things in life.”

Read Adrian Edmondson’s full Letter To My Younger Self in The Big Issue, on sale until 15 October.

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