I am 15 years old when I meet my special friend. I leave my concrete suburb, overflowing with a rage that longs to be soothed, but I don’t know how. My bike is my outlet, my escape route, and I ride to the
Rambouillet forest near Paris.
After many kilometres, the chain on my bike comes off next to a majestic oak. The tree becomes Quercus: a friend, a confidant, a reason to be in the world. I lean against him and calm washes over me. From then on, I come to visit him as often as life allows.
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As I keep returning to him, through the shape of his canopy, guided by the way each branch winds its way towards the precious light, I begin to glimpse the story he tells me. I slowly come to know him, not just in his simplest form as a great oak but also as a powerful being whose existence extends beyond human time. I start to wonder about his deeper nature, about what makes him so precious to me.
After two or three years of visiting him, I am overtaken by a deep conviction that he holds an extraordinary force specific to this tree. At the same time, I realise that external events could threaten his very existence. The care I give him starts to feel like a vocation, and the teenager I am has but one ambition: to know forests by becoming a forester, and in doing so, find the means and opportunity to protect Quercus.
Now as I lift my eyes toward the canopy, hearing the birdsong all around us, I sense the intricate web of interactions that governs this place – the drumming of a woodpecker on a dead branch, the melodious warble of a robin announcing its aliveness to the forest – I notice a sunbeam piercing the foliage of other oaks in this forest sanctuary and see the insects flying through it.