I grew up with what I thought were pretty left-wing values. I was raised in a council house by a single mum on benefits. I was born in an NHS hospital and educated by the state. Without left-wing policies, I would have enjoyed none of those privileges. The left wasn’t just a political position for me, it was personal. I saw it as a form of Britishness rooted in compassion.
I still feel that way. But I’m starting to look at some of the people I thought were part of the same tribe and wonder if they are who I thought they were. The moment things crystallised for me came in a conversation with an old friend, someone who had been a political influence on me when I was younger.
We were talking about the 7 October attacks on Israel. The friend shrugged and said, “It’s horrible, of course, but they should have stayed away from Palestine in the first place.” When I told him antisemitic attacks in the UK had risen, he shrugged again. “Risen from where? There was probably none to begin with.”
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That was it. That one exchange brought into focus every suspicion I had been quietly accumulating for years. I had been surrounded, for much of my life, by people whose politics seemed bound up with identity and social signalling as much as principle. It allowed them to present as anti-establishment, morally certain and a bit cool. But when the real test came, something uglier showed through.
After the antisemitic attacks in London, I saw a pattern among people I had thought politically and morally aligned with me. Some said nothing. Others loaded their support with caveats. “Yes, it’s bad,” they said. “But of course, it’s complicated, because of the actions of the Israeli government.”
